Woke up early in the morning after a short 3 days break from school . Hahha , went to school as usual ... I went to town to meet up with my Ex-Girl , she looks as gorgeous as she used to be right inside my mind except that i am not with her now , got back my phone and she passed me some tea break dessert for me . I was shocked ha anyway said Bye right after she hands me over the stuffs , i can't face her yet , maybe not now . Seems like she had everything in place and had moved on . I too shall move on , anyway i wanna thanks my friends who are always by my side , namely Zoe , Gladys , Nyssa , Razali , Weide , WeeHong , WenLi , SiuFang , GuoEn , Nicholas and so many others , thanks for being there for me . I love you guys ! Signing off ! Now that i am single i should fully utilise my singlehood!

Here i am in the lab , just finished my WTF mode with 3 other idiotic classmates . Or should i say Morons lol . Life without her around haven't been easy . Sometime she just got into my mind inflitrating my brain , hurting my heart . Healing in process ! Hope i can get my CCNA Cert =) Study hard !!! Wilson!

Yes , you heard it right , i called her and she wants to break up with me afterall . I don't understand why is this happening 2 years 6months plus of relationship will collapse because of the stress of studying? I don't wanna point finger at anyone i don't wanna find out whose fault was it , i just wanna stay here and wait for her till my time is up , the days we spent together , the nights we chatted . All of these brought back memories . If our love is that strong no matter what obstacle we will be able to get over it . But it takes both of us to go through it and u choose to give it up ...

Thinking of the past , look at fat me on top lol brings back memories . We have been together for so long 2years 6months , we really need to think through , I love you no matter what baby , time will tell , i will wait for the 1 month as promise and promise me to get good grades for your modules too , i too will give my very best to it =).

I have not been sleeping for days , i missing her right now , i can't figure out why she can sleep so soundly while i couldn't . Is it because she does not care much about me anymore or is it because i think too much? I can't figure it out , i need her to care for me right now , i need her love and everything she can to make me feel loved once again . Or is it when love is around , you took it for granted and now the retribution begans? I can't sleep, tommorrow intend to celebrate her birthday for her , but she told me not to , i mean what kind of boyfriend who does not want to celebrate her girlfriend birthday? I don't know if my heart can take this anymore , i felt like my heart is shreaded apart . Is it true she is busy for homework and she is stressed about schoolwork or is it she does not even wanna see me? I dont know i am in a dilema right now.

I hate myself for not cherishing things that are infront of me . I hate myself for being so self - centered thinking that i am in control of everything , but if your heart does not stays with me anymore , i will be letting you go . Dragging things might only hurt both of us further . I also got alot of problems and troubles , why is it that no one cares? School is starting for me soon , i hope to clarify everything with her before i starts my school . True love shall prevail , but i am seriously confuse right now .

Went out with my secondary school friends , one of them is also in a dilema , he had just been into NS for a month and her girlfriend is treating him like a pest now . I wondered if my girlfriend will do the same thing to me , i love her but is she showering me with care and love? I want to stand by your side and walk with you through the hardships but are you willing to bring me along and brave through all the problems ?

It has been too long , i can't take it anymore , the time you are spending with me is getting lesser and lesser , i know that i had done you wrong before but if you are trying to get back at me . You won , i seriously need your love and concern , i want to celebrate your birthday with you . I want to hold you tight and kiss your forehead telling you everything will be fine soon enough , but will you give me the chance to do so? Or will you shut me right up and listen to your mother that i am a nobody. Think about it baby who is the one who take care of you when you are sick? Who is the one who love you so much? Who is the one who can't live without your money? I don't care whether you are rich or poor , i don't care what sickness you have . I just want to be with you till the end of time and i hope that things won't end this way .

Remember the times where we talk about our future? Remember the times where we used to chat through out the night clearing out problems.

I just want to hold you close and let you know that I LOVE YOU . I just want to spend a little bit of time with you .

I wanna hold you close and tight , kiss your forehead and tell you that i love you no matter what , but seems that everything does not work out the way you wanted them to be , once again i was left home again alone because my baby got a sudden shuffle of timetable which brought fore her lecture from thurs to wed. I am so sad i thought that i will be able to meet her and hug her but guess i have to wait a day longer lol , anyway i have to understand too , her piority now is studies and i too agreed she must study hard so that we can get married and have a happy family =) . Unlike the current situation i had now at home , damn i just hope that everything will be over soon . I don't understand why my parents likes to quarrel and wake me up in the middle of the night and the early next morning damn i must be thinking too much. I need to go out to breathe some fresher air i believe .

I know that i shouldn't be bitching around here , everybody got their own sets of problems , but i just want to voice out my grief and stuff , to top it off i enjoy being with you guys , ah wan and ah bird and thanks ah bird for driving us to sentosa yesterday , had a lot of fun . Got to know a few friends and took pictures with them , (will upload the pictures after they add me on msn) played volleyball , played basketball and played frisbee . so well i might as well end here as i am meeting my primary schoolmate who are my twin devil bro lol he didnt expect that i will remember his house phone number in my mind for 3 years , he was shocked . Guess true friends are hard to find , figures does not matter but the personality of friends .

I truly love her , guess now i know that when you are deeply truely madly in love , you will not notice things that happens around you because she is the only 1 hogging your mind .

The time had only passed by for a few hours since i just blogged , her phone had finally been turned on , i felt kind of relieve knowing that she is fine , just that she cant cope with her school work and she does not want any distraction , i understand how she feels , i promise i will wait for her till she finally get used to her school life , i promise not to bother her again with my own sets of problems just yet , i promise i love her till the eternity of the time , i just want to hold her hand and walk past every moments of life , althought i felt alot of pain deep in my heart i just got to hold on to everything that i had got , i just hope that she will be fine , everyone needs to go through the trial , everyone got to meet some difficult things in point of life , hold on tight to your belief and have faith for yourself and the other . I will wait for you !

It is 8:48am and i am downright tired but i just cannot seem to catch any wink , i believe in her , but the worried mind of mine still cannot take it , i love her and i don't want anything to happen to her . I am just worried , just thinking , just pondering . Over the days not seeing you just makes me a little bit crazy , my life cannot be complete without you , you are just like a missing puzzle piece in my jigsaw puzzle , what i got to do now is just patiently wait for her . I believe she can do it , she is my girl , my brave little girl who will endure any kind of hardships and never gives up .

Hello.
My name is Wilson Chia wen jie. It is not PERFECT, but I like it.
& that's all that MATTERS.

I really love LONDON.
& I know that you do too.
So,
Will you run away with me?
I really hope so.








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