Tuesday, October 7, 2008;
8:40 AM

The time had only passed by for a few hours since i just blogged , her phone had finally been turned on , i felt kind of relieve knowing that she is fine , just that she cant cope with her school work and she does not want any distraction , i understand how she feels , i promise i will wait for her till she finally get used to her school life , i promise not to bother her again with my own sets of problems just yet , i promise i love her till the eternity of the time , i just want to hold her hand and walk past every moments of life , althought i felt alot of pain deep in my heart i just got to hold on to everything that i had got , i just hope that she will be fine , everyone needs to go through the trial , everyone got to meet some difficult things in point of life , hold on tight to your belief and have faith for yourself and the other . I will wait for you !
It is 8:48am and i am downright tired but i just cannot seem to catch any wink , i believe in her , but the worried mind of mine still cannot take it , i love her and i don't want anything to happen to her . I am just worried , just thinking , just pondering . Over the days not seeing you just makes me a little bit crazy , my life cannot be complete without you , you are just like a missing puzzle piece in my jigsaw puzzle , what i got to do now is just patiently wait for her . I believe she can do it , she is my girl , my brave little girl who will endure any kind of hardships and never gives up .
ESCAPE.