Wednesday, October 8, 2008;
12:49 PM
I wanna hold you close and tight , kiss your forehead and tell you that i love you no matter what , but seems that everything does not work out the way you wanted them to be , once again i was left home again alone because my baby got a sudden shuffle of timetable which brought fore her lecture from thurs to wed. I am so sad i thought that i will be able to meet her and hug her but guess i have to wait a day longer lol , anyway i have to understand too , her piority now is studies and i too agreed she must study hard so that we can get married and have a happy family =) . Unlike the current situation i had now at home , damn i just hope that everything will be over soon . I don't understand why my parents likes to quarrel and wake me up in the middle of the night and the early next morning damn i must be thinking too much. I need to go out to breathe some fresher air i believe .
I know that i shouldn't be bitching around here , everybody got their own sets of problems , but i just want to voice out my grief and stuff , to top it off i enjoy being with you guys , ah wan and ah bird and thanks ah bird for driving us to sentosa yesterday , had a lot of fun . Got to know a few friends and took pictures with them , (will upload the pictures after they add me on msn) played volleyball , played basketball and played frisbee . so well i might as well end here as i am meeting my primary schoolmate who are my twin devil bro lol he didnt expect that i will remember his house phone number in my mind for 3 years , he was shocked . Guess true friends are hard to find , figures does not matter but the personality of friends .
I truly love her , guess now i know that when you are deeply truely madly in love , you will not notice things that happens around you because she is the only 1 hogging your mind .
ESCAPE.
