His Love is Everlasting

2009-02-03T19:54:00.002+08:00

I have move over to my new blog , please relink thanks =) http://likelovesecretlyadmire.blogspot.com/

Wish u be happy forever ...

2009-02-03T16:06:00.001+08:00

P.s : I've neglected the one,
the one who has always been there for me.
I took you for granted. I'm sorry...
I'm not good enough for you.

A quote to share.

2009-01-19T03:47:00.002+08:00

Sometimes being persistent will get you no where.

Now i take a better look on life , look on the bright side , life is simply too short to waste it away ...

2009-01-12T21:15:00.010+08:00

Recently got hook up on this book , really shocked me to the core ... Want the book? Get it from my Bff Z . =) wait in line and get a queue number cause gladys and nic already wanted a piece of it .

Nice heels if not i won't be able to reach your shoulder lol , so well my Bff Z ...

Seriously nice piece of art there , does anyone disagree?

Thats it when we meant serious , it means business i guess lol...

All boys shot opps , did i forgot how to differentiate between a male and a female ? Guess who is the female in the picture and receive a real treat from me .

Thats when we come to a disagreement with the girls , fair enough gentlemen ... lol

Just can't get enough drunk for Nyssa 's birthday at SiuFang 's place . Kidding i cant really drink ...

Sharing around just aint my typical way of messing around but guess what? I shared a plate of char kway teow with this lady lol just need to keep the sharing going ...

I have to move on ~

2009-01-02T23:18:00.001+08:00

Whether like it or not i got to move on .

Engulfed!

2008-12-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

Who knows i might not believe in love anymore!

Too tired!

2008-12-01T13:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday morning , i was so irritated thinking who the hell is spamming me with calls in the end its guo en lol what a pain in the ass asking me to go have breakfast with him , i guess alright its better to wake up early and grab something to fill my monstrous stomach lol , had Mee siam , then i offer to go and get drinks for him lol . I walk over to the drink stall and there was this auntie so i told her i want soya bean milk , i dont know what was she thinking ? Lol in return she ask me want the black black or white white . I was stunned lol , then the other auntie asked me if i want soya or chi chow zzz . Faints then i replied with a smile , wo yao dou nai he chin chow shui. Lol all of the 3 of us laughed lol guess what they think i dont look like chinese! Zzz , after that went to john little sales and then sitex unfortunetly my bff was there too but i left earlier =( lol got myself some clothing and a 4gb thumbdrive for only 15bucks cheap deal! Ya so i will end here came home early cause i was too tired ! IF GENTING TRIP cancelled ZOUKOUT also will be cancelled LOL at Nyssa!

AInt the same no more!

2008-11-30T11:50:00.002+08:00

I will never be happy if i dont forget you .
I will never be happy if i forget the memories we have.
contradicting?!

i really miss u .
i cant get over it ..
i left with nothing but the memories.

I can't sleep ...

Amazing Kovan Race and Amazing CosplayRun!

2008-11-24T08:05:00.022+08:00

Promise me , you wont get angry Bff . Lol i forced her to take a picture to let her remember our Amazing Kovan Race haha.
Thanks for the prata anyway , look so pretty too when u sulked =x.

Don't trifle with me if not i BANKAI then u know . Lol

Not being sarcastic over here but i simply love the Sword i am holding! Cool!

Behold the villians of Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children.

Anyone can tell me what they are cosplaying as?

Me with kakashi , intended to do the THOUSAND YEARS OF PAIN on him but yet mission failed =X.

The Pasar Malam Free for all anime cosplay group photo lol . Name them all if YOU can!

What were you guys thinking LOL , Nice hair Rock Lee!

Soul eater cast , can u name them? LOL

Gonna get one of these if i have the $$$ lol.

Me taking photo with it =).

On entrance my great GUNDAM Mobile suit Awaits me lol , one day and i mean it one day i will be a meister , till then ~

A great Day!

2008-11-22T11:09:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a Full Of happiness day for me lol , went to school with zoe thats so unexpected lol , anyway after school went to eat at koufu with jali and weide and zoe after that went to town to get my ear pierced and accompany zoe to buy her german book , then we go for the job interview which turns out to be a scam! Damn Scammers lol , anyway after that i left and went to find my LONG lost cousin and had Yong Tau Fu at FuLin at siglap simply delicious lol , after had dinner at my Xiao gu House with all my lovely cousins all there ! I wanted to have another slice of Braised pork but in the end the whole pot was gone T_T , My xiao gu dishes are simply delicious can't wait for another time to have them , anyway all of us chat and joke together haha , my Aunt is simply hilarious ! Went home late like 11pm .

Double The FUN super High dosage of shyness lol

2008-11-18T20:55:00.003+08:00

Finally , its time to present and sell myself as someone who will be ur new or next best friend lol . At first i was very anxious about it but it came down on me when i started pressing nyssa's controller at the wall instead of her laptop it is super embarassing i tried to keep my cool and continued , it is smooth but i got panic and scrambled my way through and when i was about to end my presentation , i can't believe everyone was paying so much attention and was eager to wait for my next slide lol , but i ended it with , "OK I AM DONE" a moment before the crowd knows that its the end , my whole class laughed. Lol everything was funny about me huh, i felt my face super red and hot . Thats when they start to tease me again with the newly found controller joke ! Haha anyway went to town with my BITCHY BESTFRIENDS FOREVERS , namely nyssa and zoe lol , went for interview for NUM and i was super nervous again and i keep my cool everything was fine when he questioned me if my timetable will be fixed and guess what i said no zzz , because i am taking another professional cert which is CCNA haix hope i get the job really in deep shit with my family . Oh god mercy on me please ... Will update soon , Embrace your loved ones with BEAR HUGS lol my classmates should get this !

The great ESCAPE!

2008-11-16T10:49:00.008+08:00

Photo Galore!(Part 1)

Drunk me with the other 4 thugs lol!

Class Photo With Our Mentor!

Chalet HAVen

Say CHeese! Nice photo!

Look at our sinister pair of eyes! =x *Something is going on aint it?*

Food and food , thanks razali for inviting us over for this sumptuous meal!

Band Concert...

2008-11-01T19:25:00.003+08:00

Don't know why lol , most of my friends got married and they are flaunt their kids to me , babies are so adorable , i want to work hard and get married soon . Can't wait for the day to come =)

Hadn't blog for a long time , didnt got the time too until now . Yesterday was a tired day for me , I woke up at 7 went to school till 12 then went to do project till 3pm after that still need to go bugis with weide to buy some stuff . Anyway i bought a nice blazer for yesterday night and it was awesome , didnt realise it will take so much effort for them to perform a CHIPMUNKS song . Lol you must be wondering what the hell does a band concert got to do with CHIPMUNKS lol , anyway it was awesome except the part where the gentleman went down the stair with thousand of audience looking at him fetching a young lady from the entrance it was kind of cool ! And i take the liberty not to mention names ! =x Anyway back to the CHIPMUNKS it sure bring back memories , i watched it twice with my girl , sure bring back memories when they played it . Love can be so close yet so far , I can love you yet you can't be near me when i am down , LOVE? A word which can be so complicated!

Its been long since i last blogged?

2008-10-28T18:19:00.001+08:00

Woke up early in the morning after a short 3 days break from school . Hahha , went to school as usual ... I went to town to meet up with my Ex-Girl , she looks as gorgeous as she used to be right inside my mind except that i am not with her now , got back my phone and she passed me some tea break dessert for me . I was shocked ha anyway said Bye right after she hands me over the stuffs , i can't face her yet , maybe not now . Seems like she had everything in place and had moved on . I too shall move on , anyway i wanna thanks my friends who are always by my side , namely Zoe , Gladys , Nyssa , Razali , Weide , WeeHong , WenLi , SiuFang , GuoEn , Nicholas and so many others , thanks for being there for me . I love you guys ! Signing off ! Now that i am single i should fully utilise my singlehood!

A long day?

2008-10-23T15:15:00.002+08:00

Here i am in the lab , just finished my WTF mode with 3 other idiotic classmates . Or should i say Morons lol . Life without her around haven't been easy . Sometime she just got into my mind inflitrating my brain , hurting my heart . Healing in process ! Hope i can get my CCNA Cert =) Study hard !!! Wilson!

We Broke up Yesterday Night.

2008-10-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

Yes , you heard it right , i called her and she wants to break up with me afterall . I don't understand why is this happening 2 years 6months plus of relationship will collapse because of the stress of studying? I don't wanna point finger at anyone i don't wanna find out whose fault was it , i just wanna stay here and wait for her till my time is up , the days we spent together , the nights we chatted . All of these brought back memories . If our love is that strong no matter what obstacle we will be able to get over it . But it takes both of us to go through it and u choose to give it up ...

Another day of Havoc!

2008-10-16T23:48:00.003+08:00

Today for me is kind of stress because i don't really understand the concept of computing mathematics lol and the next tut suppose to go for OOP but instead the malay Gangster girl (mina) decided to take pics together to chill out lol . Learned quite abit of things but hard to retain it in my mind T_T . Hope i will be able to continued this kind of study attitude ! Work hard , play Hard !!!

And i am still waiting for her!~

Old photos that bring back memories

2008-10-15T01:52:00.006+08:00

Thinking of the past , look at fat me on top lol brings back memories . We have been together for so long 2years 6months , we really need to think through , I love you no matter what baby , time will tell , i will wait for the 1 month as promise and promise me to get good grades for your modules too , i too will give my very best to it =).

No matter what i had to do , i'll wait for you.

2008-10-13T01:38:00.002+08:00

Its 1.39am and as usual i can't seems to be able to sleep at all , its my baby birthday today but i didnt get to celebrate with her afterall , i know i am in the wrong in the past but i will wait for you , no matter how hurted i am , no matter how difficult it will be i will wait for you . I LOVE YOU. 4 more hours before i need to get ready for school . I want to get back to last time with my baby . She needs time to adjust her schoolwork before she gonna be back with me again . I believe you . Afterall you have been by my side for so long .

I am missing you right here right now.

2008-10-12T05:59:00.004+08:00

I have not been sleeping for days , i missing her right now , i can't figure out why she can sleep so soundly while i couldn't . Is it because she does not care much about me anymore or is it because i think too much? I can't figure it out , i need her to care for me right now , i need her love and everything she can to make me feel loved once again . Or is it when love is around , you took it for granted and now the retribution begans? I can't sleep, tommorrow intend to celebrate her birthday for her , but she told me not to , i mean what kind of boyfriend who does not want to celebrate her girlfriend birthday? I don't know if my heart can take this anymore , i felt like my heart is shreaded apart . Is it true she is busy for homework and she is stressed about schoolwork or is it she does not even wanna see me? I dont know i am in a dilema right now.

I hate myself for not cherishing things that are infront of me . I hate myself for being so self - centered thinking that i am in control of everything , but if your heart does not stays with me anymore , i will be letting you go . Dragging things might only hurt both of us further . I also got alot of problems and troubles , why is it that no one cares? School is starting for me soon , i hope to clarify everything with her before i starts my school . True love shall prevail , but i am seriously confuse right now .

Went out with my secondary school friends , one of them is also in a dilema , he had just been into NS for a month and her girlfriend is treating him like a pest now . I wondered if my girlfriend will do the same thing to me , i love her but is she showering me with care and love? I want to stand by your side and walk with you through the hardships but are you willing to bring me along and brave through all the problems ?

It has been too long , i can't take it anymore , the time you are spending with me is getting lesser and lesser , i know that i had done you wrong before but if you are trying to get back at me . You won , i seriously need your love and concern , i want to celebrate your birthday with you . I want to hold you tight and kiss your forehead telling you everything will be fine soon enough , but will you give me the chance to do so? Or will you shut me right up and listen to your mother that i am a nobody. Think about it baby who is the one who take care of you when you are sick? Who is the one who love you so much? Who is the one who can't live without your money? I don't care whether you are rich or poor , i don't care what sickness you have . I just want to be with you till the end of time and i hope that things won't end this way .

Remember the times where we talk about our future? Remember the times where we used to chat through out the night clearing out problems.

I just want to hold you close and let you know that I LOVE YOU . I just want to spend a little bit of time with you .

Its a hell of a ride.. Back to tuesday 7th of oct post.

2008-10-10T14:07:00.004+08:00

It is 10 something early in the morning , i received an unknown call from someone and guess what? It is 1 of my basketball bro asking me whether i am going to sentosa ? Since my class 's sentosa trip is cancelled and i wouldn't want to think too much at home , i decided to follow them to sentosa . Its has been long since i step foot in sentosa , althought it looks quite gay for 3 guys to go sentosa lol , Ah Bird , Ah Wan and Me . We walk around the beach like nomads lol , then we chance upon a group of people and guess what we started to played volleyball , after that we went over to the other side to challenge others basketball and even after that we had a session of frisbee fight of so called captain frisbee . Then it started to rain and ah bird called out to ask and we make our way back home before that we took pictures =) , then ah Bird drove us back home . Thanks ah bird for the sweet ride . Ok enought chattering and here comes the photos . Only a few though.

I must treat her better ! But my heart is crippled by the veins .

2008-10-08T12:49:00.005+08:00

I wanna hold you close and tight , kiss your forehead and tell you that i love you no matter what , but seems that everything does not work out the way you wanted them to be , once again i was left home again alone because my baby got a sudden shuffle of timetable which brought fore her lecture from thurs to wed. I am so sad i thought that i will be able to meet her and hug her but guess i have to wait a day longer lol , anyway i have to understand too , her piority now is studies and i too agreed she must study hard so that we can get married and have a happy family =) . Unlike the current situation i had now at home , damn i just hope that everything will be over soon . I don't understand why my parents likes to quarrel and wake me up in the middle of the night and the early next morning damn i must be thinking too much. I need to go out to breathe some fresher air i believe .

I know that i shouldn't be bitching around here , everybody got their own sets of problems , but i just want to voice out my grief and stuff , to top it off i enjoy being with you guys , ah wan and ah bird and thanks ah bird for driving us to sentosa yesterday , had a lot of fun . Got to know a few friends and took pictures with them , (will upload the pictures after they add me on msn) played volleyball , played basketball and played frisbee . so well i might as well end here as i am meeting my primary schoolmate who are my twin devil bro lol he didnt expect that i will remember his house phone number in my mind for 3 years , he was shocked . Guess true friends are hard to find , figures does not matter but the personality of friends .

I truly love her , guess now i know that when you are deeply truely madly in love , you will not notice things that happens around you because she is the only 1 hogging your mind .

I am a jigsaw hardcore fan!!

2008-10-07T21:02:00.006+08:00

After spending lonely nights with my laptop for 2 weeks i cant imagine i can finish a series of super gore movies all by myself and i can even eat while watching it . LOL guess i became immune towards gore . I do admire JIGSAW thought , the way he tested mankind , the way he wants us to know the true meaning of life instead of abusing self or others , he just do it in a gruesome way , thats all . Haha Cannot wait for SAW V to be out i will be the first to get down to cinema to watch it =) . Here are some posters i personally liked . All copyrights belongs to the films respected companies .

Finally she turn on her phone and i am glad.

2008-10-07T08:40:00.003+08:00

The time had only passed by for a few hours since i just blogged , her phone had finally been turned on , i felt kind of relieve knowing that she is fine , just that she cant cope with her school work and she does not want any distraction , i understand how she feels , i promise i will wait for her till she finally get used to her school life , i promise not to bother her again with my own sets of problems just yet , i promise i love her till the eternity of the time , i just want to hold her hand and walk past every moments of life , althought i felt alot of pain deep in my heart i just got to hold on to everything that i had got , i just hope that she will be fine , everyone needs to go through the trial , everyone got to meet some difficult things in point of life , hold on tight to your belief and have faith for yourself and the other . I will wait for you !

It is 8:48am and i am downright tired but i just cannot seem to catch any wink , i believe in her , but the worried mind of mine still cannot take it , i love her and i don't want anything to happen to her . I am just worried , just thinking , just pondering . Over the days not seeing you just makes me a little bit crazy , my life cannot be complete without you , you are just like a missing puzzle piece in my jigsaw puzzle , what i got to do now is just patiently wait for her . I believe she can do it , she is my girl , my brave little girl who will endure any kind of hardships and never gives up .

I have decided that i will only love Amanda Ch'ng.

2008-10-07T02:24:00.001+08:00

Love is a thing for 2 , love is never 1 sided , i realise how much i cant do without her . 2years 6mths + i will love her for eternity . Amanda Ch'ng , i know that you are currently under alot of stress because of school and family affair but i just want to shout and let you know that i am always by your side supporting you , i will wait for you!!! Its true , count on me no matter how long you want me to wait , i will wait for you . I have been thinking alot these days , i know that i should not jump to conclusion just yet , i will stay here and quietly wait for you , because my heart will not be beating without you , you are my only love , true love , my companion for the rest of my life . Sorry for my Foolishness , Sorry for my Ignorance . I will be right here waiting for you!